Grrrrrr...
Hmm..today he give me d present punnya la besarrrrrr...!!
Because of him..Yesterday I think that I want bring phone take picture with him at school..
So that I set my alarm 4am wake up to charge my phone..
When I wake up 4am..
I set 1 alarm again..
Is 5am..I'm gonna give him a morning call..
But the while..
he didn't pick up..
Never mind..
Always when he no pick up my phone and he will call back me..
But today he no do like that..
So that I ask him..
After that,....
Hmm..we start quarrel:'(
I feel so damn sad today..!
12.4.2011..
I won't forget it..
This is the 1st time he make me almost cry half a day..
Maybe I won't forgive him..
I won't accept what he did for me..
I cry when in car my mummy sending me to school..
I cry when today the 1st i saw him..
I cry when in class I think about him..
I cry when I talk with friend about us..
I feel so pain..
so pain..
so painnnnnnnnn...
I never think about that he will make me cry until like that..
Remember in the morning he ask me what happen..?
I ans it I have nothing..
But the face he give me like make me gonna cry and hurt!
Please..! please don't let me feel you're the second robin..
Please..! Don't make me disappointed again in our relationship..
Don't tell me that you dunno about my piano exam..
I want you be the one who understand me a lot..
BROKEN HEART!
Do you know I CAN'T imagine that we have a day like this..!12.4.2011 monday!
Remember I have send you a message that is about ''I say my wrong..'' 
I say ''dear bha..don't no mood..:(''
I say '' not say don't quarrel again d mea?''
I say '' always when we quarrel also I start 1st..:(''
MY WRONG..!
I hopeeeeeee
No quarrel like this anymore..!
Do you know how much I pain today?!
You dunno..
When you told me you no mood..
I'm starting to cry already..
Hmm..I feel so down today..